9.18.2004
Kissing A Fool
"People, you can never change the way they feel, better let them do just what they will, for they will, if you let them steal your heart from you..." George Michael, Kissing A Fool
Ah-ight people, so I'm working. Doing the type of shit I hate doing. But doing it nonetheless. So you might be hearing more from me--but be forewarned, it's not all going to be pretty. Though some of you I've met seem to think I'm one of "those people" you know, the ones who seemingly have all their shit together, but I assure you I am not one, and I truly doubt if any of them even know my name. Grounded I am. Semi-self-assured, yeah. Together...well...
This is a brutal world. Down right evil at times. I doubt if any of us are truly together. Presumptuous, yes. Truthful? Well...
It takes a lot to do you without weighing the options of everyone you know. After all you don't want to do something stupid because then, they're all gonna judge you, and make you wish you had never been born. Why just ask Bennedict Arnold. Years later we're still here, judging and hating the man for what he thought was best. Oh well, scratch that idea.
My man George Michael hit it on the head with his classic Kissing A Fool. "You are far, when I could have been your star, but you listened to people who scared you to death, and from my heart." Then he sealed it when he said, "you'll never find peace of mind, until you listen to your heart."
Half of the time man I think my heart is a fool. He's always telling me to do shit, say shit, be shit I know others could never---would ever understand. So I laugh at him, tell him to shut the fuck up, and do the things my mind says is better. But my mind usually wants what everyone else wants, and not necessarily what's better for me. Funny huh. But true.
So I'm working. Working hard. Day and night. To get to a place called happiness. I've used contentment for too long and I'm sick and tired of him and his stagnant attitude. There is more to life. More to me. And it's about time I greeted them both with wide open arms.
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Ah-ight people, so I'm working. Doing the type of shit I hate doing. But doing it nonetheless. So you might be hearing more from me--but be forewarned, it's not all going to be pretty. Though some of you I've met seem to think I'm one of "those people" you know, the ones who seemingly have all their shit together, but I assure you I am not one, and I truly doubt if any of them even know my name. Grounded I am. Semi-self-assured, yeah. Together...well...This is a brutal world. Down right evil at times. I doubt if any of us are truly together. Presumptuous, yes. Truthful? Well...
It takes a lot to do you without weighing the options of everyone you know. After all you don't want to do something stupid because then, they're all gonna judge you, and make you wish you had never been born. Why just ask Bennedict Arnold. Years later we're still here, judging and hating the man for what he thought was best. Oh well, scratch that idea.
My man George Michael hit it on the head with his classic Kissing A Fool. "You are far, when I could have been your star, but you listened to people who scared you to death, and from my heart." Then he sealed it when he said, "you'll never find peace of mind, until you listen to your heart."
Half of the time man I think my heart is a fool. He's always telling me to do shit, say shit, be shit I know others could never---would ever understand. So I laugh at him, tell him to shut the fuck up, and do the things my mind says is better. But my mind usually wants what everyone else wants, and not necessarily what's better for me. Funny huh. But true.
So I'm working. Working hard. Day and night. To get to a place called happiness. I've used contentment for too long and I'm sick and tired of him and his stagnant attitude. There is more to life. More to me. And it's about time I greeted them both with wide open arms.
